So confused

   Antisocial Cynth is all kinds of ghldfjakdfjskjlad

I don't even remember when these pictures were from. 2, 3 weeks ago? I'm not sure.

A while ago one of my friends said he'd take me out to coffee. A little after my birthday I took him up for it! I suggested Hooters. Not exactly coffee, but he likes boobs? Instead he took me to this diner in Burbank. Ugh the name already escapes me. Started with a C... I think. I'm so useless ANYWAY they had everything in the world to choose from. It was amazing. Took me like 20 minutes to decide.
BANANA NUT PANCAKES WITH HASHBROWNS AW YEAH and he got like eggs, toast, tomato and bacon. lol.

D'awwww Jasurn sucha meanie heaaaad

NA UH JUSS KIDDING HE A NICEY HEAD

So Delicious.
It was SO good that I forgot it there -_-
That doesn't even make sense but I didn't realize the to-go box wasn't with me until we were on our way to the other place he took me to... EMERALD KNIGHTS.

My roommate's told me about this place before, but I'm too scared to venture out in the wild by myself. But Jason thought I'd like it. HE WAS CORRECT IN HIS ASSUMPTION.

He did voice-overs in like... everything on that wrack. Bastard.

 WHY THE FUCK NOT

LET ME HAVE YOU

I was sad they (of course) didn't have this shirt in women's sizes. 

Ladies... go like V for Vendetta more so that there's an actual market for womens shit for this. BECAUSE IT SUCKS NOT HAVING THIS SHIRT IN MY SIZE. BITCHES

This is what I caved and ended up getting.

Don't judge me.

^______^ 

I read through the rulebook and turns out it's more of a strategy than the Drizz't game I have. Which is great because I actually like RTS (when I don't suck at it).

 If I understand it correctly, you send in your units to kill shit for you, kinda like an RTS. Kind of. It's a two person game, but I've yet to convince Rot to sit and play with me. I'm so lonely. If I can't have someone who wants to play this shit with me, THEN WHAT CAN A GAL REALLY HAVE IN LIFE? Grapes? Not enough.

To be fair, he's been trying to get me to make a character for a campaign he wants to start, but I'm too busy playing video games to read. That's the problem. He wants me to read the entire handbook which is huge, but I AIN'T GOT TIME. My necromancer needs me. So.

Later that evening, I went to this Ramen place that I had no idea existed 5 minutes away with my friend who used to work at my store. BEST RAMEN EVER. I like it more than LT ramen, actually. But that's not to say LT ramen is bad. They definitely taste different.

SO GURD.

I also went to Das Bunker I think the week before? Or the following night? I don't remember. It all is just a big blur of socialness. My brain doesn't know how to organize overwhelming outside things.

I went with Lisa.
There's sort of this rule that I have when going out. Don't.
It's pretty much because the likelihood of drama happening is about 80%.
I had lucky rolls that last two occurrences that I did venture out. But then again, I made my visits brief. Get in, support friend, go home. Of course this time it couldn't go smoothly.
This time around, another over-zealous ho-bag decided to swoop in and dump her L.A. lifestyle all over my introverted good time
I'd just like to point out that being wasted on an RV, naked, with 3 other people, one of which she gave oral sex to, constitutes not as what this girl has been glorifying ;)
She forgot to mention that massive detail to me. I'm assuming it also slipped her mind with everyone else?

I went home annoyed with another night at a goth club. Honestly, that scene is so full of shit that you'd think there'd be some reality tv show crew at every corner just passing out scripts to people left and right. Nope. This shit is for real. It's incredible! In retrospect it's funny, but when you're living it, it's fucked up. lol
I don't hesitate to burn my bridges here, let me tell you.

But I saw Kent there! 

"I thought that was you, bouncing around!" <-- when he saw me

He's a hug monster. Sweetest hug monstar in daw wawld.

It's all good. I looked cute. 'ches be cray cray.

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GW2 THINGS

My friend Aaron also has GW2. I'm sure I've mentioned him before during Rift and Wow times.
I promised him I'd join his guild, and he's been showing me how a lot of the stuff in GW2 works.
Everything I ever knew about MMOs is for naught. They changed things. Well, not really, but took traditions and made them their own. It's ... weird. I'm still easing my way through.

We made kitties. :3

Aaron's got the big horns. Ash, our guildie, and moi. SIAMESE KITTEH MONSHTAW :3

 I somehow acquired a potion that turned me into a chicken raptor. 

It looked like a mana potion!

Drank it. 

Imagine my face.

This place was cool. It looked a lot like the Underdark. ^-^

Guess whoooo

He's already level 80 or some crazy shit. 

I DON'T EVEN KNOW

Tonn Berry. 

 -------------------------------- OTHER THANGS

Jamison came over a few nights ago.

We hadn't seen him in a super long time. He's probably the only person that can make us laugh as hard as we did that night.

This entry has been dragged out through several days, and I'm not even sure when I started writing it. I keep getting distracted with GW2. 

Today is Saturday, it's the day of the Psyclon Nine show in Mexico City. I wish them the best of luck... BECAUSE ROT HAS MY SUIT CASE AND HE TOOK MY RED AND BLACK ACRYLIC PAINTS I USE TO MAKE CUTE FACES ON MY CHARMS :(

I dunno if I wanna go to the LA one. I feel like I should because I have to talk to the promoter about stuff. And this is their first show together after a while, I know Rot wants me to go. but at the same time I'd end up going by myself. I don't think any of my friends would wanna come with me. They pretty much all hate Marshall, lol. 

I feel like I have to go, though. blegh.

Elena and I went out to eat the other night. It was so good to see her again. I would've taken a picture, but it was night time and we were kinda in jammies mode. DENNY'S. Two Denny's trips in one day. Go me! Their coffee is probably the best coffee in all the land. Except for 7-11's blueberry coffee. mmmpf!

I might do something with her tonight.

I dunno.

And tomorrow I'd like to do something with my friend Kyrie. Her birthday was on the 12th, and she had a thing the weekend before, but I couldn't make it. Stupidest shit ever prevented me. But I'd like to take her somewhere nice to eat. Thing is, she's vegan, and I'm clueless. She's not like me where you just stick a plate of food in front of me and I become a human vacuum. And vegan restaurants are at least 4 dollar signs on Yelp. I wanted to take her to Little Tokyo but I'm not sure how vegan friendly the restaurants they have are. We'll seeeee

I'd ask either one of them to come with me to the Psyclon Show, but... Elena hates Marshall, and Kyrie is a package deal with Ponies, and he hates going out just as much as I do. They wouldn't stay long, and then I'd feel bad for dragging them out considering they live an hour away. 

Cynthia is thinking ahead too much.

Whatever. New graphics card may have to wait. I might buy a plane ticket to visit friends in the east coast instead. Maybe. We'll see how things turn out.

I'm off to Bath & Body works! ^-^

25 to life

      Thus is the end of the first quarter of my life. That's so weird to me. I can't even believe that I'm already 25 what in the actual fuck. I DON'T WANNA

My actual birthday was yesterday, but I did stuff for it today.
Today was supposed to be a kinda nothing day other than computer things. I realized I had to get gas for my car and go to the bank, also pick up groceries all beforehand... but then DnD said rain check. I'm thinking Sunday since I work tomorrow night. Honestly, I'm glad we didn't go. I don't like doing a bunch of stuff all in one day. THAT'S NOT REALLY A DAY OFF NOW, IS IT?
Funny story --
 As I walked back to the car from the ATM, I opened my bag and came to find that my keys were not there, but inside my car. In the cup holder. Out of my reach because I literally can't reach through a glass window. Like that's impossible. I can't.
So naturally, I tried to MacGyver it for 45 minutes. I have... had.. this box cutter in my bag that I de-bladed and tried to wedge into the lock. Literally attached a safety pin into the wedge of the box cutter to secure it for leverage and tried that. Would've been awesome if it had worked. MACGYVER DAT SHIT.  Eventually I was able to break in. Lisa came to my rescue.
I felt mortified. I was sitting under a tree, by the bank atm, next to a 1996 Saturn with a ton of passing traffic and people. ugh.

SHE'S MY HERO! We went out afterward instead of me doing responsible things. She also surprised me with giftsies lol. She got me one of the things I was looking at on Ebay forever, but just never prioritized over other stuff. I dunno how she knew. And and and this cute little toy. omghad.
We went for lunch at this sushi restaurant in Burbank called Octopus. because I mean fucking why not? They had a happy hour sale going on that made everything incredibly cheap. It was great and incredibly delicious. They had cilantro sauce! CILANTRO SAUCE. mmmpf

Also, we went to Bath & Body Works at the galleria and saw the Halloween stuff they had. Of course... I never go in there without leaving with something. The fall candles made me melt. They smell so good! I'm running out of places to put them in my room! I still bought three. ^_^

Tonight, we shall grace Das Bunker. It's time for Cynth to get all fab and club gothy again. =\
It's cool though. As long as Lisa doesn't leave my side I won't go into a nervous fit. Jk... goth clubs aren't so bad. Everyone there is awkward and weird for the most part. Makes me less nervous. Sort of.

From Rotny:

Rotny surprised me with a red velvet cake and candles as I exited the bathroom before bedtime. :3

He got me this book. Said it was similar to Coraline ~ Not the movie. The book. 

It's a graphic novel, and of course the illustrations are just as creepy as Clive himself. 

His 2nd gift to me was the soundtrack to my all time favorite game, Warcraft 3. 

I almost cried. I can't stand how thoughtful this was. The songs bring back so many memories!

And finally, this silver necklace with the original Zelda game cartridge. The necklace is fragile, so I can't wear it casually like I do my others, but it's so pretty. Sigh :B

From Josh: 

He went too far!! He gave me this big box wrapped in sparkly black wrapping paper lmao. This picture doesn't do it justice but I wanted to just leave it like that. It was soooo pretty! Opening this box was done with great, great care. I plan on covering a portion of my wall in this... you see, he gave me what was left of the roll.

This candleholder was what I ALMOST got on our last visit to Michael's but decided not to. The real reason I wanted it was because it's purple and spider-y. Specifically because it reminds me of the Underdark from Forgotten Realms. It's where the Drow live. They worship Lolth, the spider queen and their city is basically lit by luminiscent glowy hazy purple-y magic and glow-in-the-dark mushrooms. THEY LIKE PURPLE AND THEY LIKE SPIDERS. SO.

From Lisa: 

This is the fucking lip gloss I've had my eye on forfuckingever. It's called Kaleidoscope. It's sparkly and purple. And smells yummy. HOW DID SHE KNOW

Look at that little octopus and it's puffy friend. So cuuuuute!! Waaah I love it so much. It's adorable <3 br="br">

 And then we went to Octopus! Where we saw Sam! 

Sam books like... everything. I met him a few years back during the time around the Psyclon Nine / Imperative Reaction tour. That tour was insane.

Birthday lunch cocktail because I am an adult!

"Geisha Punch"

Raspberry sake, pineapple juice, and some other shit.

Had hot Sakè for the first time.  

It's certainly an acquired taste x_x

 What I got from Bath & Body Works.

5 super dooper cute hand sanitizers

3 yummy falls candles: Pumpkin Caramel Latte, Cinnamon Hot Bread, and Salted Caramel

- all of which we serve at my work basically. But they smell..... sooooooooooooooo... goooooooood... mmmmmpf

And this cute lip gloss that has a bunch of different colors in it and smells good. ^_^

I like things that smell good. And smelling good. Is that weird? 

This dye has been in my hair for about 2 hours. I think It's done. :3

Phish

O U T B R E A K     omfg

There's been a thing going on with Guild Wars 2. Phishing emails have been sent out

like these

They look legit. I've gotten 5 in the last couple of days. They're all requests to reset my account password. Over. and over. and over again. Why? I'm thinking keylogger links have been attached but... here's the problem...

There's nothing sketchy about the links whatsoever. I've searched. The info from the sender says it's from the site. I've even copy + pasted the sender's address to make sure the 'L' wasn't just a capital 'i' posing as an L. Or that it was a mirror site posing as the original that keylogs your log-in info. The link and the source match up at the bottom. Nothin. I have no idea. They're getting better at this.

However, I'm still smart enough to know not to fall for shit like this. Unfortunately, that's not the case with everyone. There are tons of accounts that have been hacked due to these emails. Boo. How the emails were even acquired is still under investigation.

Sucks. I feel bad for those that already got hacked. The game literally JUST launched. That's ridiculous... Those gold farmers don't fuck around. 

In lieu of the drama, I have here some pretty images for your enjoyment. I forgot to add them before.

Meet Azuarak.

No, not the Undead Mage

Not the Kelari Warlock

... but the Sylvari Necromancer!

And Vehliza

the Asura Mesmer! :3

AIN'T SHE ADORABLE ^_^

Friday I'm going to Fry's again. Embarrassed? A little. 3 trips in one week is unsettling to me. Hot. but unsettling. The eve of the end of the first quarter of my life is nigh. WEIRD.
Deep down I kinda wanna do something fun, but at the same time I don't because that means I'll have expectations.
I try to not have expectations.
Either that's really narcissistic or just another defect in my psyche. Probably the same thing.

My friend's book release party is this Saturday but the new manager scheduled me to close?
I haven't worked that shift in months. I'm doubting that anyone is gonna wanna switch with me. I feel bad because I said I'd go. I just didn't think I'd randomly get scheduled to work at night. We'll see what happens. Again... no expectations.