911

 Of course this would happen right next to my building!
What I saw that night is something I won't forget for a really long time.

BUT WE'LL GET TO THAT LATER :D

Friday -

Secret's out. Devon is moving this month to pursue what makes her happy.
Devon, I am so happy for you! There's so much waiting for you there already and I hope it all goes amazing for you. You're PROBABLY the model gal pal for me. And it's just funny that you end up moving, lol. Such is life! Either way, grats on everything and good luck. You will be missed, mang.

We went to Little Tokyo to go at least one last time before she left.
I've gotten way more confident about the trek there on my own. When I reach the train station there it gets weird because it's so crowded and I can feel peoples' eyes on me. It was always fine though because she'd find me :)

As soon as we got there... ramèn! We sat somewhere differently because the hostess pointed at a table. It was bizarre as we normally just choose where we sit, which is by the window. So we awkwardly made our way over to the table by the back of the store, next to the register.

YOU MUST BE NEW HERE, HOSTESS.

We both ordered the chashu pork Ramèn. She always get an extra egg. And we talked foeva. I'm really excited for her. I hope it all goes well, it sounded so exciting the way she described it. 

Aww :)

Of course though right after we went to the bookstore where she and I both picked up a few things. And also the grocery store. 

I got Volume 6. to my XXX-Holic manga. It's so much better than the Anime omg. Once I've finished this I'm thinking of picking up Chobits. :3

THERE'S A WHOLE OTHER SECTION IN THE BOOKSTORE I WASN'T AWARE OF.

They had a bunch of writing stuff like notebooks, folders, pen/cils and stuff. Since she's moving, we bought some stationary to write each other and be pen-pals. Hehehe

Also we got our Ramunè drinks from the gocery downstairs. And we also got our little mystery boxes! 

And to end our evening we made a stop at Pinkberry. Dnd guy took us there the last time we all went together and and and and it was mandatory we return. SO DELICIOUS

She got the chocolate hazelnut with nuts and chocolate sauce and that wafer thing and I got the mango with strawberries and mochi ^^

so many topping options T_T 

mmpf!

Little Tokyo won't be the same without her. I'll miss you Devon!

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...

just kidding. This actually happened later that night.

Okay.

I was sitting in my room as I usually do either editing photos, playing Rift, or watching Netflix when suddenly I heard glass breaking outside my window in the alley. 

My initial thought was joy. are they drunk or something? ugh...

It kept going. It sounded like china plates kept being thrown on concrete, over and over, but slowly. 

I started to get a little worried because it had gone on for a few minutes. I grabbed my phone and walked outside to tell whoever it was trolling the quite night atmosphere to stfu. 

No one there. In our garage? Nope.

Out front? Nope. Nothing.

Where did that glass come from? Where is it? 

That's when I saw a shard of glass fall from the second floor in the building next to me, across my window. It reflected light from the moon and landed right in the alley with a loud glassy shatter sound. 

I looked up and saw a larger DOG trying to crawl out the window! 

It wasn't making any noise, just panting a lot in discomfort. I couldn't tell if it was standing on something inside the apartment because it refused to get away from the window. It looked as though it was trying to jump out. I hurried to the other side of the gate on my neighbors lot and started panicking. Shit my phone's gonna die. Do I call the cops?! Animal control!? It's not whimpering... is it hurt?? BUT IT'S BROKEN GLASS. I DON'T KNOW

I saw two guys walking by that I went after and called. I kept saying "excuse me!" over and over and they either heard me and ignored me, or legit were so stoned out of their minds that they weren't even on this planet. They weren't much help. One of them gave me a number to animal control. It wasn't helpful because my phone was about to die, but I took it and ran back to the alley to see if the dog was still there.

It was. Wiggling in the window, panting heavily. Was it stuck? Was something stabbing it so it couldn't move? OH GOD :( 

I called the local police station because that's what they do in the movies and I felt helpless. If my phone died, oh well. He told me to call animal control and gave me a different number. Go figure.

Immediately I dialed. It rang a few times until the guy finally picked up. I told him everything but in the middle of doing so, the light came on in the apartment and the dog went inside. Because apparently someone was home, animal control couldn't do anything unless the owner neglected to do anything. Also, that apartment building, just like all the others here in L.A. work with intercom to gain entry. I had no clue what apartment unit it was! 

There was nothing he could do. That was the end of that conversation.

No way man. That's fucked up. I watched X-Files and a dog breaking a window is not right.

My phone was still going, so I decided to step into the alley and check out how much glass was broken, get some evidence or something. For what? Who knows. I don't. But I want it.

omg no....

 FUCK. no no nono onnonofksdfslkajsdflkjslfdfaswd oh god

Immediately I called him back a crying mess and told him there was a lot of blood all over the alley. I hadn't seen anyone leave the building yet and it had been several minutes. The dog was severely hurt and and and and *breath* FUCKING HELP IT PLEASE

I was begging him to do something, to help me figure this out.

He said okay, okay...

He asked me questions about the dog, the address... if anyone was around outside.

He gave me suggestions on generic layouts depending on how many units were in the building and suggested I go to the intercom and buzz someone to let them know there was an emergency. Maybe gain access and judge by where the window is located... find the door. It would be easy. It's towards the front, on the second floor. If only we could get that unit number!!

My phone died, but I hauled ass back inside a worried mess and plugged it in. Call him back shaking anxiously.

He said try to get in touch with someone that lives in that building and get more info. Once we do that he would send someone out to investigate.

I left my phone to charge in my room while Rot loaned me his and made my way back outside, over to my neighbor's building and scanned through the intercom directory. The directions said dial # first, then the unit number. Did that... no dial tone. Did it again. Nothing. The damn thing doesn't even work!! And there's no number for the manager's office. >.< grrrrrr! 

Luckily... a few moments later a gentleman came towards the stairs after walking his dog. He must live here!

I had to be strategic here... what can I do? I'LL LIE MY ASS OFF

Now... I avoid lying. It's a serious principal thing with me. You could call it petty. But... this was for the dog. I couldn't betray him. So... fuck my principals, I'm lying my ass off.

Excuse me, hello. Is there anyone inside I could get in touch with? There's an emergency that happened in your alley a little bit ago. There's broken glass and blood everywhere....

 The look on his face. rofl

I wanted to scare the shit out of him so he'd call the police. If I played this right, they'd come here and break in. The owners would be in so much deep shit, and the dog would get the help it needed.

Blood? Oh.. really?

Yes, I can show you. There's a lot, I'm really worried.

Of course I knew it was the dog's blood. 

However, I was afraid that if I told anyone that... the incident wouldn't be treated as seriously.

This is not an option. I will lie.. for the doggie.

I lit the alley for him with Rot's phone and heard him gasp. There was blood also all around the window and dripping down the building. It looked... very, very, very bad. Now to deal my cards.

I don't know what happened. About 15 minutes ago I heard glass breaking and thought some neighbors were just getting roudy or something. But it kept going for a while so I came out to see what it was and saw this. You wouldn't happen to know what apartment that is would you? - There it was.  The million dollar question.

Oh my... I don't .. know.. how does this happen? Maybe my girlfriend knows, I'll ask her...

-DAMNIT

Do you think someone should call the cops? This is scary.. the light's still on. It wasn't earlier so that means someone's still home.

Yeah.. I'm gonna go tell her, see what she says. 

Okay. Thank you! 

Fuck. Nothing. I actually thought he was gonna come back outside and tell me the apartment number. I am an idiot for having faith in people. Only an animal in danger can make me do that. After standing around for a few minutes with no one in sight, I started heading back to my apartment wondering if I should even call the guy back. I didn't wanna give up but what else can I do? It was heartbreaking, I wanted to help the dog so bad...

As I turned the key to my gate I saw one of my neighbors coming towards me to step out.

ANOTHER CHANCE. 

He may not live in that apartment, but he is another chance at a phone call to the police!

I dealt my cards again, led him to the alley and showed him. He looked very shaken up, and I acted my ass off to scare him. Said shit like I'm really scared... I don't wanna live next to this kind of thing, yanno? Look at the blood by the window... oh my god..

His mouth was open in horror the whole time as he took it all in, agreeing with me and reiterating. Dance, little monkey, dance.

I think someone should call the police. I don't know if they did yet, but I told someone over there. I'm still worried though, we should call too..

Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna tell my wife. This is so scary...

Bingo. 

I went back to my room and decided not to call the animal control guy. If I did, and it got around that something happened at this building he might flag it or something and tell the cops what really happened. No no. Let's just... let things happen... naturally.

About 20 minutes later I saw some flashes of light outside my window. Could it be... flashlights? >:)

INDEED.

There were several cops outside investigating, searching up and down the alley. One of them kept a light on the window. The light had been turned off... hmmmmmmm! 

Even though it was on earlier? 

After about 5 minutes of flashlights I finally heard someone pounding on the front glass gate. Yessssss....YESSSS

They started pounding harder and more impatiently. I think eventually someone came out because I didn't hear the glass gates shatter lol. It was a while though, they were at it for several minutes. And then... and then there was quiet for a few more moments.

Loud knocking. 

Open up, this is the police

Loud knocking... pounding... more pounding..

OPEN UP. POLICE

All of a sudden I heard 3 loud BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. LGKJSJFLSJFASDHGLSJFACKSH and things falling over. They fucking broke the door down!

YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! VICTORY!!! 

I could hear them knocking things over and searching, and saw the flashlights shine from inside the apartment. It was empty :(

My guess is the people there split after I went inside. That's okay though! The police got all of their information and trashed their apartment. I was hoping they'd be there for it and taken in. Get charged for negligence and abuse. I was worried for the dog though. There was a lot of blood, as you saw, and I had hoped that it was taken to be treated properly and not just dropped off somewhere :(

That dog was in the window for a long time with glass falling, the shatters echoing off the walls in the alley for several minutes. How could the owners NOT hear that when I did? And I don't even live in the same building. My WINDOW wasn't even open. C'mon now... that's fucked up. 

Puppy... you're in my thoughts, and I hope you get a fast and loving recovery. Hopefully they find you a nice home with a loving family that can look out for you. 

So yeah, that happened.

S a t u r d a y - the next day:

Six Flags with Alan! This was extremely exciting for me because I've never been there. I thought it was just a regular amusement park with standard rides and roller coasters. Boy was I wrong.

Alan got here on time but I slept in like an idiot and had to haul ass to get ready. We split and made it there with no traffic annoyances, surprisingly. 

Okay here's the part where wtf.

I've never in my life ever been interrogated by a cop or a guard before. Ever. I swear to you.

I was at Six Flags. For the very first time in my life. Is that.. not the whackest shit ever?

So they have super crazy security, like metal detectors and whatnot. They search your bags, ask you about your pockets, etc. Why? I don't even know. It's a damn amusement park. Who knows what happened in the past. But it's fine, whatever. We get in, they check my bags, everything's fine. I was worried at first because I thought I had left my switchblade in my bag! But the metal detector didn't go off when I passed just my bag (yep) through so maybe I left it at home. 

Whatever. Alan and I start walking off when a cop stops me and asks me to come with him. lol? uh wut

I was SO CONFUSED. Maybe they heard me talking to Alan about being worried that my blade was in my bag? He escorts me to the front gate and asks if he may search my bag. I go sure. Then ask him wtf, what's going on. He tells me that I have a strong smell of marijuana coming off of me. 

WHAT

But I don't even smoke O_o

When he said that to me I almost laughed but couldn't contain my irritation because I live with people who do. Maybe the smoke was on my clothes or something. I dunno. But you can imagine how annoyed I was for vicarious interrogation. There was a chick cop there too. They asked me

Do you smoke pot?

Sigh, no.

You don't smoke any pot?

No.

They asked my for my ID and took down my information and asked about the pot smell. I said I lived with people who smoke, and that's the only way I could think of that would affect me. I had a smile on my face the whole time, yanno, to troll. And I looked over at Alan and shrugged my shoulders obnoxiously, and scoffed so they knew I thought they were retarded. 

Finally they had me do this test with my hands to detect a smell. I'm not gonna elaborate it here, sorry. But I passed it. He said "she's clean" and gave me my stuff back. "Sorry." 

I REALLY wanted to say YEP. I BET. but I didn't. I didn't say anything and laughed as I walked away. It was really bizarre though, I kept getting random whiffs of weed throughout the day and wondered if it was me. But later I saw a guy light something up (the signs CLEARLY SAY NO SMOKING UGH) so maybe people somehow smuggled it in and were lighting up in the park. Which would explain the tight security. At the time though I was agitated and wanted to blame my roommates since they smoke openly in our living room and the smoke leaves a yucky smell behind in the carpet and furniture. 

Aside from that our day was really, really fun. It was pretty dead! Alan said it was because it was winter and people don't come out as much. Which was AWESOME because the first several rides had like no wait time. 

We even got to go a second time in the row on two different rides. Alan asked the mechanics "can we just sit here?" and they said yeah, they didn't care. No one was in line for our row so we just chilled on the train til it started again. OMG that was so cool. lol 

So yeah... Six Flags is basically all roller coasters. I didn't know this. My DREAM park. We went on almost every coaster in the park except for Revolution. And the drop ride... SO FUN. omg omg omg I LOVED IT. The anticipation because you drop is like gjldkadlkghlakdjflad aaaaahhh XD

This ride. THIS ride. Ugh I LOVE THIS RIDE. It takes you soooooooooooooo high up lol. I started giggling maniacally from nerves and adrenaline.

Basically the entire park.

Mista photogenic Alan. There was an ugly wooden fence that we went over to for pictures, so this had to happen. I made it work.

It was an awesome day. 

Unfortunately a lot of the rides were too crazy shakey for phones so we ended up getting a locker to leave our things in, which meant... my phone was in there too. So not many pictures from that day. 

After a long day of OMG we stopped by a Denny's to fill our bellies

Coffee and smoothies. And a salad. Fuck salads but ceasar salad is good. They put bacon and avocados in it :O

Then we came here, watched a few episodes of Archer on Netflix and he split. Six Flags is officially my favorite thing ever. When it's dead.

Amusement parks in the winter is where it's at. 

I found my switchblade. It was in the pocket of the jacket I wore to Little Tokyo. Phew! haha

Damaged

   I'm going through a tough time at the moment that I can't seem to shake despite my efforts to better my situation. It's an internal struggle I fear I'll have to try to get used to until other things change. It really fucking sucks. Elaborating will probably make me feel better...

Also I made these little japanese pudding charms. 

Raspberry, regular, blueberry, strawberry, and chocolate ^^

There's absolutely no way I can do more damage as a caster mage than the new melee mage spec they implemented in Rift with the new expansion. I don't want to go fucking melee. I want to stay ranged. I've looked for other combinations I can use to do better dps but everyone right now is a Pyro/Harbinger combo and fuck that.
Rot says I should just give Harb a chance. He's right, I should. However it's been a long time since I actually liked playing melee. Several years ago back in Vanilla WoW I swore on my life that I'd play Warrior for as long as I lived. Because ... Fighting is real and magic is for pussies: that was my mentality back then. But then I tried out a Mage and never looked back. Now... the top DPS soul in Rift is a Harbinger which is melee and I'm butthurt because alls I'm trying do is role a fucking Warlock/Necro and try to get some quests done but I can't even do that because it takes forfuckingever to kill shit because I'm NOT DOING AS MUCH DPS.

It blows. I may just go heals. I have a healing spec already. All it needs is some fine tuning and I should be good to heal dungeons. BUT SERIOUSLY I WANNA DPS. Who knows when it'll get balanced out. I read this thread that says Necro/Elemenalist was 800 DPS behind Harbinger so I tried that. Pathetic. I can't get past 1200 where as other people my level are doing over 2k. WTF is that horseshit? Maybe it's my gear or my rotation of spells, or how I spec'd into my trees I dunno I'm trying to figure it out but it's getting to me :(

...So then I turn to Torchlight II to cool off, which by the way is fun.


HOKAY so this last weekend was my friend's show! Jason! Yanno... the bald guy that always winds up in here somehow? Yes him. He plays in a rock/country band named after him, Jason Charles Miller. HE'S KIND OF A BIG DEAL. lol
jk no he's not. PSYCHE. HI JASON :D
Anywho so I did merch for his two shows. I did merch for him in the past and ended up meeting super nice people through it. No different this time ^^
The first show was in San Diego.

To my surprise it was at the same venue Psyclon Nine played for the very last show on the We the Fallen tour. Or... at least I think it was that tour. Their last one.
Oh man. That show was funny. SO MUCH DRAMA. I was surrounded by probably the most batshit crazy people I've ever met in my life. Rotny warned me. I did not listen. Most of them probably fucked up on something- stealing money, fighting, yelling at each other, throwing tantrums, going at it over twitter and facebook. AMAZING.

THIS TIME I was there it was completely normal, and fun, and professional. I forget what the venue was called. But they get a lot of shows there.
The drive there was crappy lol. We were driving for 4+ hours because of traffic. Normally it's a 2ish hour drive. Yay California traffic. Also it was raining, so everyone and their mom was mortified of the roads and driving extra slow. Eventually we get there and they start setting stuff up for sound check, I go straight to the merch area and start setting up.
Jason bought me a delicious burrito and nachos, and Geoff kept coming over to check up on me and keep me company when he could. Weee!
One of the attendees there tried to get me to leave with him and go see the Transiberian Orchestra show that was up the road. He said he had an extra ticket. Would've been sweet to see. With not him, on another night. They're awesome. I've seen them before years back with my ex. Badass if you're into that stuff.

At the studio getting ready to leave on Friday.

Can you seeee meee? :3

Coffin Case!

I was in the back of the venue. The stage is way up front. It was nice though, all the people were way over there :P haha

My reading material for that night. 

So many shiiiirts. I reorganized EVERYTHING. That bin was a mess!

^^ me likey white russians!

schmoozy time!

HAHA

Geoff came over with his technology and we watched Lilo & Stitch on his pad thing.

On Saturday sound check was way earlier so I had to be at the studio to meet them around 1:45. They were playing at the Whiskey that night with several other bands. We got there on time and I went upstairs to set up. Jason then told me he wanted me to set up gifts for that night because he had a special guest (Santa!) showing up on stage. He was gonna give out a prize after every song and Santa was gonna pass out candy :P

So I got to work on that. It looked so cute and x-masy and stuff. I also got to snack on some chocolate. Mwahaha!

We were there super early and sound check was done so Jason and I split to go get something to eat. First we went to this cute pizza place a few doors down. He ended up getting two slices of white pizza and I got the snickers cake NOMNOMNOM. He ate most of it. 

Then we went to a few other shops around the area and looked around. He went back to go check on something and told me to meet him at the Hustler store. The Hustler store was literally across the street. You can't NOT go to the Hustler store when it's literally across the street.

So I met him there. 

The only other time I've been there was because of Psyclon Nine's Ruina tour back in ... 09? I think?

Filip had flown in to rehearse. Everyone was here. We took the van and we all went out in search of liquid latex and a stage costume for Filip. He ended up getting a feather vest from the Hustler store xD I don't know if he actually wore it or not, I think he did... lemme look...

OMG YUP.

HE DID.

This photoshoot was lolz.

Baby powder

everywhere

omg

asthma

for reals

ANYWAY

Hustler store. yeah lol

I went straight to see what liquid latex they had to let Rot know. He bought some last time and at the last Psyclon show someone was stupid and just spilled it everywhere.

So many colors!

Cuuuuuute!

We studied the various masturbation dolls and apparatuses for men. Very imaginative! I learned that Jason has a plastic surgeon friend who did a porn stars boob job. It's good to know that if ever I come to find that my adorable, non-aging ...things.. are ever in need of a size increase, I'll know who to go to. We also found the parody section. There's basically a porn parody of every movie and tv-series ever made. From Seinfeld to X-Files, Thor, Twilight (of course there would be) and a bunch more. The Adams Family. Oh man. Good stuff. Jason also of course has a friend who starred in a few of them. He pointed him out. It was difficult to hold back laughter in some of the poses he was in. I couldn't imagine being aroused and posing like a squatting monkey for cameras xD

He took me to the little coffee shop inside the store that I had no idea existed. Cutest thing ever!! I should've had something from there but it was all so pricey. Novelty stuff =\

MAYBE I SHOULD APPLY TO WORK THERE OMG

We headed back to the Whiskey because his manager was meeting him there shortly. I went upstairs and prepped... but not before going with Jason and Eric to Pete's Coffee and getting a latte. We said our goodbyes and I came back. Set up some more and waited til it was time to check everyone in.

Geoff and I went outside with everyone else and waited for about 20 minutes before the doors opened. It was raining and there were a lot of douchebags and kids and aunts and uncles and shit. All scared of the rain. We got inside at 8pm and the first band started playing. I hauled ass upstairs and took my post. 

Geoff's friend Sarah showed up shortly after who I came to really like! She's super chill and at the very end of the night I ended up learning that she voiced the character on my keychain! She does voice over and was giving me advice on how to start and what to look into if it was something I seriously wanted to pursue. When she saw my keychain she said "that's my character!" and I was like NO WAY. RLY?! And it was one of those omg moments. :3

Because I got her out of a mystery box in little tokyo with Devon!

The one on the right, with blue hair. That's Sarah! ^^

That night I also saw Taliesin! I haven't seen him in a really long time.

I met him a few years back while merching for another show of Jason's. Everyone knows him too because he's a voice over director and has done a lot of stuff with Anime. Jason knows EVERYONE in the voice over field it seems lol. Taliesin was there with his lady, who I must say is adorable and it's like they suit each other perfectly. They're like cartoon characters come to life. Me wub Taliesin!

They were all dressed up to go to another event. They looked so cute together *_*

He's such a sweetheart!

Oh, lol! There was this younger black kid there who gave me one of these, which I later found were scattered all over the venue. It's a print of a million dollar bill. I was like O_o thanks? I guess...

Then Sarah looked at it and was like omg... Evangelism rofl. I was like RLY!?

Really.

"The million dollar question: will you go to Heaven when you die?" 

YA GOT MY ATTENTION, MILLION DOLLARS. YA GOT MY ATTENTION

Time to pack up!

It was a looooong night. But this time I got home around 3AM instead of 4AM so that was good. 

Was tired as shit!

Thankfully I didn't work the next day. I kind of figured I'd be exhausted to I requested off to recover. BOY WAS I SMART TO DO THAT. Not that I was drunk, it just messed up my sleep schedule :<

Totally worth it though.

I had a lot of fun. Everyone did.

This weekend I'm gonna be seeing Alan again too! Very excited for that because we are going to.....

SIX FLAGS!!!! 

I haven't been there once the whole time I've lived in California. I'm so stoked to go! It's gonna be awesome! And then in January my friend is gonna fly in from out of state and we're gonna go to Disneyland. fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffYES TURKEYLEGS

What if they have turkey legs at Six Flags?!!? 

Also on Friday Devon and I are doing Little T. The secret's come out and I wanna go with her at least once more before she leaves. I'll miss our LT time so so so much. I don't know who else I can do that with really, other than Dnd guy but he's just as bad as I am when it comes to doing shit and flaking. If not worse. Actually no I think we're both pretty terrible. Well... we'll make this last visit amazing. And super memorable. 

Now I need juice. Am thirsty ^_^

hee

Make-up

It suddenly occurred to me

      that it's past midnight and I still have to do all this shit to my hair.

Have I mentioned that I dislike hair maintenance? Contrary to.. actually I'm not sure about this but when I decided to get my hair locked I was completely unaware of how much work it would take to maintain it. Way more work than unlocked hair, that's for sure. My solution? Shave off half and just work with what's left! haha

I found a hair chick that has a salon nearby who specializes in locks. This might become a priority at some point. I've only been to a salon once in my entire life. Hilarious, right? Actually no, I'm lying. Twice.
Once in Peru for my quinseñera. The second visit was in Harrisburg to have my roots tightened. This was back when I had a full head of locks with a count of 95. I was there for 4+ hours. UGH. Such a crock of shit, I hate putting that much time into my hair, lol. The only time I'm cool with it is if I have dye in my hair and forget about it while I play Portal 2 or watching a movie on Netflix or something.

Make up... I always do the same thing. Just about. The only thing I ever change is the shape of the liner around my eyes.
Shadows are eh. I'll only really go out of my way to wear white shadow. Or a little bit of lilac but nothing theatrical. Ew. Also I suck at it so there's that. Dunno, never liked how shadow looks so I guess I didn't bother experimenting. It looks cartoon-y... said the girl with the clown eyebrows who played World of Warcraft.
Eyebrows... optional. The great thing about eyebrows is that most people who've seen me without em have grown accustomed to it and it's not a big deal. I think I can pull off not having em in. It's funny that I'll wear em for special occasions at this point. They're like accessories almost.

I like red accents. Not like lipstick or whatever but having a red hue to stuff. You know when you cry and your face reddens, your eyes become puffy and red and your lips get puffy and red too? I LOVE that. When I mimick the colors on my face from crying I get many a compliment on how well it goes with my skin tone. Combine the cry-eyes with blushing cheeks and slightly pale lips and BOOM.

WTF is bronzer?
 Sorry. That stuff looks like powdered piss caked on chicks faces. rofl

Speaking of cake...
I get told a lot that I have good skin. Thing is... I don't use a lot of stuff on my face. I dab liquid foundation under my eyes and around my cheeks so the blush stands out more. Other than that... bare. Skin likes to breath. When you layer all sorts of shit like...

• Lotion
• Concealer
• Primer
• Foundation
• Powder
• That spray shit to keep make up in place

 that's.... 6 LAYERS of SHIT on your FACE.
That CAN'T be good for it lol.
And then to put the other make up on top of all that? :( Poor skin

But... I also use a scrub wash. That apricot stuff from St. Ive's. The grittiest one because tough love works great in all roads of life.
Also genetics has influence, but there isn't much I can explain there.

Also I like using contacts. In the first one I'm wearing black contacts.
In this one I'm wearing circle lenses that make my irises look larger.

Those are always fun to play with.
 Whoa.
This completely turned into what stuff I use and do for make-up appliance.
Sorry, boy readers. =\
With that said... I'm procrastinating even more from lookin presentable for Jason's shows. I should just show up in jeans and a plaid button up shirt and sandles. Get sent home so fast lol.
Psyche. Jason lurvs me he wouldn't do that! ... I hope. >_> ha

Rot's a cranky face and is making me go to bed.
NIGHTY NIGHT.
PS: Mashed potatoes and rice = yummy and easy meal :3