Elation

  There are so many conventions coming up that I don't know what to do with myself.

I want to go to ALL OF THEM. Ugh. My boss would probably start worrying. I'D start worrying. In the past I've never bothered to attend much of anything, ever. I don't know. Also it sucks going alone (even though I mostly walk around by myself anyway) because of hotel costs. BUT I'M WEIRD. AND MY FRIENDS RATHER GO TO STUPID BAR SINISTER IN HOLLYWOOD. UGH.

Speaking of which... I have to go next month. To be supportive. I'm jk, I don't mind. Just no one talk to me, lol.

It's been 3 days and I've not worked on any of my charms. I find myself straying more and more to another style of making things that isn't really what I do, just to make a quota.
I have ideas of what to make, but not the actual way they'll look that would appeal to strictly uber goths, and it's discouraging me like crazy. I have some stuff made. Some I like, others ... personally I don't like, but I already used the clay and my time.
But.. people like Steampunk for some reason, so... who knows.
I'm almost out of translucent... if I order more I don't know that it'll get here on time. Bat's Day Black Market is in like 3 weeks or something. Also... I don't have anything to show them in? LOL I've NEVER done this before - no clue what I'm doing. I kinda wanna just bail to honest, but I already said I'd do it. I do that a lot.

Whoa negativity. I had this idea for something earlier that may work in the style I make them... but I already forgot it. Probably wouldn't sell anyway. Goths don't 'do' cute, right? -__-

I'm projecting. Stress things eeeee!

Ooh, I just made two sales on Etsy. Yay I'm happy again!

I've been talking with my two favorite cosplayers and it's more refreshing than I'd like to admit. Does that make me a creeper? That word is retarded.

Also I did this:

It's not my first choice of cosplay but entertaining the idea is a little fun. Harely's Joker approves! haha

Today was really good in that something happened and ... it was good.
Also.. groceries. Bonus!
I have two more days of work before the weekend, which I requested off. I'll be helping my cholos at Dawn of Ashes shoot their shit. And by shit I mean video. with the musics. I tried to make that sound as un-hollywoodish as I possibly could. I'm gonna be climbing on shit and screeching like a wombat. They won't even see it coming. DESTROY ALL THE SETS.
The next two days of work I'm actually looking forward to more than usual.
Also... those hazelnut macchiatos man... those hazelnut macchiatos.
And payday. I'm gonna need to save up every cent for the Blizzcon tickets + hotel. SO I CAN GO ALONE, YAY.

I want ramen. Someone take me out to get ramen.