These require minimal thought and are kinda fun! :D
1. Do you have any regrets?
Unsure. Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I had just kept my mouth shut, but doubt the results would've changed.
2. Do you have a deep, dark secret?
Not my secret, but I'm relevant. Just call me Gretchen Weiners.
3. Have you ever hurt someone?
Several people. A flawed character trait used as defense mechanism
4. Have you ever self-harmed?
High school!
5. How would you like to be remembered?
That weird smol guy that makes dinosaur noises but is a wee potato lady
6. Who are the three most important people in your life?
Mom, Dad, Ponies
7. Was there one event that changed your life and the way you think?
Lots of stuff. One specifically was after I got beaten up, my gym teacher came out and helped me to her office. She consoled me, told me she cared for me and that she saw a good person in me. To not let anyone make me feel shut out or lesser for looking or being a little different. She said she believed in me to get through everything. At the time, a lot of people grew to dislike me, including the friends I had. The whole school knew of me through nasty rumors and gossip. The stares sucked.
So, her words were a beacon that made me realize I don't actually need or want validation from anyone. That was a foundation to learning how to shut things and people out to not effect my ego or the things I do.
8. Would you sacrifice everything for love?
With hesitation and regret. I've seen that first hand, and it'd be a miserable experience.
9. Are you afraid of dying?
Kind of. I'd feel like I'd be missing out on so much still. The idea of my consciousness just disappearing into nothingness is lame.
10. Have you ever been abused?
Nope.
11. Have you ever been in love?
Yep.
12. Are you happy with who you are?
It took a while, but yeah.
13. Would you ever give up your life to save someone else’s?
Possibly. Probably. Potentially, depending on who it is.
14. Have you changed at all in the last year?
Yes.
15. Would you ever settle for someone you didn’t feel was “the one”?
I think I have before. But we were happy, and as one of my ex's put it so lovingly; "Everyone settles."
16. Is there someone you can tell everything to without fear of judgment?
Ponies
17. Are you pursuing your dreams?
Yeah, it sucks. Fuck math
18. Do actions speak louder than words?
They do. It's pretty depressing when they don't match up.
19. Is there something you would never do?
Porn, boudoir shoots, scantily clad anything, use my sexuality for gains, etc.
20. What makes you uncomfortable?
Being leered at, watched, stared at-- unless it's a lover whose affections I've come to covet.
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1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
- Careful, don't get attached just yet.
- Find happiness. No one else is going to do it for you.
- Make me food.
2. One of my insecurities.
Pale skin, dark hair. Sucks.
3. What turns me on.
Funny
4. One of my bad habits.
Bite the inside of my cheeks too much
5. Who I wish I could be.
A lottery winner
6. Where I want to be right now.
Bundled up somewhere outside looking at the stars, really full from food. but I work :\
7. The last thing I ate.
Beef Teriyaki with rice and kimchi
8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
Kim Jinhwan
9. Marry one, fuck one, kill one.
I'm actually good. Thanks tho
10. The last time I cried and why.
Uhhh... talked on the phone with my mom earlier. Cried on the inside, does that count
11. Something I’m excited about.
The end of the semester
12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.
- petite
- bilingual
- i like being weird
- my limbs aren't stubby
- whatever other people seem to like about me
- cynical
- i'm out of shape
- skeptical of peoples' intentions
- how fast my hair grows back
- i sweat a lot
13. Three things I want right now.
- froyo
- snuggling
- to laugh
14. Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you, where’s it from?
The chain was purchased, the Gastly charm I made myself.
15. The weirdest compliment you've received?
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... was once told I was pretty. but like not my face?
16. What was your longest relationship?
4 years and however many months. Almost 5 years.
17. Did you get anything off your chest today?
The cat
18. Do you have tattoos or piercings, how many, where?
No tattoos. I am adorned with piercings. Several. On my body.
19. Would you rather go to Paris or Japan on vacation?
Japan
20. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
Nopantsu
21. When was the last time you saw your crush?
Legit crush, probably April
22. Are you an emotional person?
Sort of. I cave under fucked up circumstances. But generally try to avoid drawing attention to myself reacting.
23. Are you a good kisser?
I like to think so. Someone told me he liked how I kissed. but really it's just that sloppy, aggressive kisses are rude. Also think the bling adds something.
24. Do you like long car rides?
Very much so, actually
25. Do you have an adult you can talk to about anything?
I talk to myself sometimes
26. What's something you look for in a lover?
Similar hobbies/lifestyle/mentality, sense of humor, drive, passion, confidence. I always think it's cute when they're not goth but go out of their way to try to match my aesthetic. It's probably one of the coolest things. It's so simple, but means so much.
27. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
Yep
28. What was strangest place you've ever had sex in?
Oh man. It's a tie between a cemetery and a haunted forest.
29. How many times have you had sex?
LOL wat. Was unaware people keep track, haha. Well, idk that, but if it's asking in one sitting, 5 times. He was cute.
30. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
No, but he saw me very distraught and has gone out of his way to check on me often and make sure I'm good.
31. You’re thinking about a certain person right now, aren’t you?
I mean, you just asked me about him, so yeah.
32. What will you be doing in five years?
Hopefully my dream job
34. Do you want to get married?
Considering how many unhappily married friends I have, and other stuff, no. Not appealing in the slightest.
35. Do you miss anyone right now?
Very much. You have no idea
36. Do you like to cuddle?
Who doesn't?
37. When angry, do you get loud or quiet?
Totally silent. My mind races and since I can't gather my thoughts or think rationally, it's difficult to express myself. I over analyze everything and until I come to a solid conclusion of how to translate what happened, I can't talk. It's very frustrating for both parties.
38. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Nooooooo. No way, man. Not gonna happen
39. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
What? No that's stupid.
40. Does age matter?
It can if people let it. Both of my long term relationships had considerable age differences. My 5 year one was a 13 year difference. My last one of almost 2 years was 6 year difference. A lot of it came to misunderstanding and lack of communicating. One person is more experienced and sometimes lacks patience for the younger. While the younger relies on arrogance to level with the older. It's a tricky dynamic that requires both parties to be open-minded to differing perspectives and approaches to problem solving. They need to want to meet somewhere regardless of experience. If one feels they're above the other, they're doomed.
omg why am I awake