Pretty

          My body was never really something I considered to be an object of desire. For as long as I can remember, being petite, having small boobs, small ass, and virtually no hips was just something that... wasn't hot. I grew to be okay with it. Never really gave it a second thought.
My face, I understood over time, very young, was a little more complicated.
If I must spell it out...
I am fully aware that my facial features emit a certain amount of animal magnetism.

A huge mystery to me has always been: why do pretty girls rely on solely their looks to achieve courtship? Do they not know... the kinds of people a beautiful face can attract?

It is a curse. Nothing is certain. I have re-learned this, time and time again. And it never goes away.

So... 

I wonder sometimes; if my soul was a person... what would she look like? Could these men describe her for me? Because often times, she is on the verge of shattering. Would she be beautiful? Would she look tired, haggard and frightened? Would she be smiling and openly tell you about herself, or would she be a mute-- too worn out to help you understand her? Would you want to see her, if you had the chance, after speaking to her. Not the face of my flesh, but the face of my soul? Would you really want to see her? And if you did... would you leave that much sooner?


This mung bean boba drink from 7 Leaves is dope.
They have garlic fries!

ANIME EXPO draws nearer... 2 days.
Two of them.
Today I was totally supposed to work on another thingie for my Sabrina cosplay and distress my dress more. But... plans changed. It's cool, I have tomorrow. 

Not gonna lie, I procrastinate like a boss. It's like, a gift or something.
But... in turn, I work well under pressure. SO IT'S TOTALLY FINE YEAH IT'S FINE IT'LL BE FINE
I'M NOT EVEN STRESSED

STRESSED? WHERE?

Good news is... I get paid this week. AND, a friend and I are going halves on a hotel in LA for the weekend soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I'm happppyyyyyy
Aaaaannd, another friend is gonna come up Sat evening with us and is gonna crash over night because we are adults and if we wanna have another slumberparty, we can. Hmph.

It's gonna be a dope weekend, like I'm so stoked. I can't. even. UGH.
Yay :D

 MOVING ON

The other night I went to Bats with Ponies. We wore matching shirts and had matching bracelets.
It felt good to go out again, even if the band playing that night was terribad and it made me wanna leave early.

BUT I SAW MAMA!

My old housemate from when I lived in NoHo. I never thought that I'd ever see him there because 

1. It's in Long Beach and 

2. It's not really his scene? 

But I had a huge grin on my face as soon as I saw him walk in omg

MAMAAAA

I call him Mama because out of the 5 of us living there, he was the mother figure. 

It was really good to see him, and I hope he had a good time. I tried to welcome him in by introducing him to people, and everyone got along so well ^_^

I hope he comes back again!

 Test it.

 The band that played was so off-putting that Ponies left with me because he just didn't feel like dancing anymore. Same. The dancing part.
And I also had to be up at 3AM for work that morning, but still.
During the night we went to the 711 across the street to get cookies and talk shit.
And after the club we went to In & Out because... we were hungry.
But he dropped me off at my car and we called it a night.


Fast-forward to Sunday...

It had been way too long since I've seen this pretty fool. 

This fool is so pretty, that we were able to exchange sexual harassment and cat-calling stories. 

He went to West Hollywood with his friends, and regretted all of it. Viciously...

 ... over udon :D

Curry udon r gud

 I want this in my room because noodles

 We met up in Little Tokyo and accidentally ended up spending the whole day together instead of just getting food.

Oops.

 He hates getting his picture taken. 

So, naturally, I go batshit

 you pretty ass mf

gtfo here with that shit

LOL he's met Mama! 

Yeah, the Mama in the photo before! 

He's come over (when I lived in NoHo) a few times, and Mama called him PRETTY! LOL

Not to his face, but when he left he looked at me, nodding, and I'm about to laugh because I told him about him-- his pretti-ness, and he goes
"yeah.... he's a pretty dude!"

It's just a thing. I'm sorry

He totally hates it, too

I'll shut up about it now, lol

 Desserrrtt

 LOOK AT THIS YAOI MANGA

I ALMOST IMPULSE BOUGHT IT BECAUSE IT'S BASICALLY MADE FOR ME

LOOK AT IT

It's going on the amazon wish list

 like, they're all so cute and I want all of them on my desk

 oh yeah, we bought useless shit.

Sword Art!

I'm such a toolbag

Buyer's remorse was real, you guys. It was real.

Thankfully, he had some water we could use to make SCIENCE out of this candy kit designed for children.

Did we struggle with it? Maybe.
Was it fun? Perhaps.
Did it taste good? ... we finished it. 

It was fun times. Can never go wrong with Little Tokyo, I'm tellin ya.
But I feel like I haven't given Korea Town enough attention though, sooooo that's gonna change very soon.
I missed this guy. It'd been so long since I'd seen him. Our lives got crazy and we were both moving, but NOW IT'S ON MWAHAAHAHAHFJALFJSLFJSALGHALFS.


hmmmm... if someone could draw their perception of my soul, that'd be cool. because sometimes idek if she's even there

omg it's almost 1 am