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 Everything is so.....Quiet from inside my room :)

I don't know what there is to say LOL.

The world is going crazy and... video games are finally gonna get the proper credit they deserve for being the amazing catharsis that they are. Introverts and hermits will evolve into their final forms, and esports will dominate... stuff. Because people can't go to watch ... not-e sports. WE ARE ALL LIVING IN THE WIRED. NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO, EVERYONE'S CONNECTED.

Everyone needs to watch that anime. 

So what have I been up to? 

lol...

 There was this one night where I was just googling stuff about old gods in WoW. And I think I had just finished doing The Underrot on an alt. And was thinking how beautiful that dungeon is, and how beautiful the Blood Trolls are and how much I love them and I wanna be one and I probably could be one, and how a few people at work were like   y o u    s h o u l d    c o s p l a y   o n e !  And I want to. So I did a costest to see how do-able it would be.

It's feasible. I'd just have to spray my hair white or blonde, wear tusks and sfx ears and I'd have it down. Look how beautiful they are. He's on his knees, looking up at her, that's so cute. Only thing is... I'm not that bold to show that amount of skin. So I'd probably do a body suit or something.

Idk we'll see.

So before everything got top tier crazy and were just kinda crazy, we went out for shabu shabu. because... we could.

It was a not-that-cold Friday night. So Chicken brought out the miata and we went for a drive with the top down. Night drives are one of my favorite things, but when the top is down and you can see the moon and the stars and everything is still and quiet.... man. Shit is beautiful. Never get tired of it. Daylight SUCKS

We took up 3 tables. This place is usually really busy. We waited a bit to get seated, but I think it was only because our party was so big.

 Gahh, so nice. Just... nice. Like... legit nice. Didn't have to be awesome or amazing or earthshattering. Because it was  n i c e. Get me? The peeps. The homies. Just chillin. Eating shabu shabu. After work. On a Friday. Ahhhh *sigh*

 Good shit

 I made us take this stupid picture and I'm not sorry :)

 Went from learns to "who can write maintenance the best but with their left hand?"

 They're watching Code Geass and I had to tell them to make the whiteboard SFW lol

 RAW MEN!

 He's so proud! :D

As he should be. That game is gonna go crazy when it comes out. I'm calling it now, it's so ridiculous lol.

NEW HOBBY I think. If I can get enough stuff to play with and if I can stay up til 5am more often doing this, then yeah totally.

So, Chicken surprised me with a Switch Lite! Someone at work was selling hers, and he jumped at the opportunity because he knew I was gonna get a Lite. He beat me to it :P. But this was especially awesome, because I rather adopt anyway lol. He's so good to me, my Chicken ^_^

But Chicken also knew that I've been wanting to change the shell casing on his Switch lol. Just never got around to it. He then tells me that a new shell was arriving in the mail the next day with tools for me to tinker with. I was ecstatic. (Because Cynth doesn't do teal.)

 After spending all day Saturday doing homework, I finally was able to start the surgery. He set me up so well with everything I would need to operate. Chicken spoils me so much T____T. I offered to pay him for it but he just glared at me, and my ego took a seat.

PSYCHE THINGIE: I don't like being given stuff. It's a weird complex I have. I rather drag myself through mud to find solutions or rewards for myself than to ask for things. It's... I need to balance that better. Like... idk how to describe it. But... the whole "I'm baby" thing... like..

I'm baby, but you need to sit down first, and then I'll be baby. As opposed to just helplessly being baby 100% on his lifeline. You know? That to me is just... like what Catwoman says to Batman at the end of Batman Returns?

He's like, you're baby if you want to come live with me, and she's like, I AM baby... but not because you're telling me I could be. And then skips away into electrocution lol.

 The POINT IS, I NEED TO CALM DOWN because Chicken is good to me. The end.

 This thing was tough to open lol. I'd say the kit is non negotiable. You need it for this job.

 Note: I went into this BLIND. As I do with most things until the very moment of. True to my brand, I like figuring things out for myself without help, but followed a guide on youtube that made things much less complicated. Even though it was still very complicated.

I was SO afraid to accidentally break or fry something. There are tons of exposed little bits everywhere. But... the risk is worth replacing that grotesque color.

The whole thing took a little over 4 hours. Mostly because I had no idea what I was doing. Another run at this (which I will have to do because the + button doesn't work) should take me much less time.

 It turned out so awesome!!!

 This is sick. It brings me back to my childhood. I had the purple N64 with the matching controller, AND the purple Gameboy Color. So this is like.... personal lol. I'm so happy with it. It's my baby and I gave her a make-over and she's beautiful and she's mine and I love her and and and and ^_____^


 Um we also had to go get Meet Fresh because Black Ball was too far away :(

Also hi. One of my favorite artists recently posted one of the most badass pieces I've seen and I was like omg please put this on a shirt I'd totally get it. And, idk if she had them up for a while, but I went to check her Etsy, and THERE THEY WERE. Shirts, hoodies, and crop hoodies.

Besides this... everything else is on hold.

This week is gonna be weird. School is weird too. Everything is weird. All I know is... Animal Crossing is coming out soon, and I'm gonna get it lol. I also wanna play Nioh because Nioh 2 is out and I wanna play it T_T. 

Man, a week ago all the other grocery stores were dead because everyone was going to Ralph's and Target. Meanwhile, Vallarta and 99 Ranch had tons of produce and product. People finally starting to go there now too. It's good and bad at the same time because like... you know. I'm not. I'm just glad I have my things. I'll be fine. 

It's gonna be so quiet for a while. I kinda like it. I think the world needs a break from humans trampling all over it 24/7. Imagine if everyone was in their houses. Think of all the garbage that'll get swept away from the streets. No traffic accidents. No boisterous drunk people offending humanity by just existing on the street unsupervised. And tons of other stuff I'm sure, but just imagine. I like to think that this is nature's way of telling us to calm down, because she can wipe us out like nothing. That we need to chill with the fighting and the threats and the arguing.... everything. The only thing on the news lately has been COVID-19. There's no room for anything else. In the grand scheme of things, compared to global relations in the recent past, this feels like a hard reset.

Dr. Manhattan is watching from somewhere. 

Giving Thanos that nod of affirmation.