Okay

Man I have so much to write about. The thing is that I won't this time because I've been feeling lethargic as fuck all backwards forever. I don't even really know what it is. I have absolutely nothing to be bleugh over in my life. --Lying. I could totally have a better graphics card. Aside from that, I'm good. Am I depressed? I'm not sad. Just unmotivated. I don't really wanna talk to anyone.
It's been getting worse, I feel.
It seems work brings it out the most.

Dunno, aside from a few people that don't hover, I just want to be left alone for the most part.

It comes and goes, this lethargy. Maybe it has something to do with how sore I am all the time. I swear, the only other thing that makes me feel crappier than work is my mattress. I wake up with my neck, back, and shoulder hurting every morning.

It might also help if I had a friend that was into the same things I am, and that wouldn't have an abrasive personality. The horrible part about that is that I don't really want them unless they left me alone, and we only hung out in virtual worlds. And if we did hang out, we'd just like... watch stuff on Netflix and didn't talk. Just ate and drank. Chinese food and probably booze. And then I'd install games off Steam, like Penumbra, on their computer and watch them play it and be like LOL YOURE SO SCURRED BITCH and they'd be like OMFG YOU ASSHOLE STFU and then I'd get all quiet and wait for a part where it gets creepy and then startle the crap out of them AND IT'D BE SO FUN AND GREAT. And we'd record all the reactions on facecam. And then we'd go to Denny's.And then we'd each go home and not see each other for 6 months and just play online all the time and that's it. Unless there was a convention we had to go to together or a bookstore, or the Ren Fair, or a game release night, or Little Tokyo. This isn't to say that my current friends are less than great. They're great, but in different ways. I just feel like I can't really click because I don't have much in common with most of them. This is fine. Diversity can be really fun and interesting. However, with someone like me who tends to succumb to bouts of random bleghness, it can make leaving my room, where I'm content with my beloved belongings around me, difficult. Difficult because of the truths that suck to tell people, but that isn't relevant to these truths actually feeling and being very real.

That was unexpected. I feel better from it. Not any less hungry, though.

So I went to a co-worker's birthday thing Thursday night and had my very first hangover the next morning. It was fun. We all met up at some sports bar. I begged one of them to walk in with me because I'd have an anxiety attack otherwise. I still felt really uncomfortable, but her being there was a great distraction. She talked to me and got me to engage. Also, Ralph's is open until 2am. WHO KNEW THIS? Not I! I thought they closed at 11pm. There were two times that we went around that time and saw them closing up. That was the verdict. 11pm. NOPE. Not so much. I am... ecstatic. That means we can go grocery shopping even later! ^-^

After the bar we all went to another co-worker's place. That was the place I stayed at last time. It seems to be the place everyone goes to all the time. Like Jamison's. After Das Bunker or Bar Sinister we'd all usually end up at Jamison's. I miss that. =\
Some other people from work showed up, too. That was fun. One of them started working at Rot's job recently. It's fun to talk to him about their encounters :P
Anywho... I drank lots. Apparently.
Actually, I took several shots. I kept wanting to go play Fallout New Vegas, but I kept getting distracted by various different things that night. Also, I couldn't stay concentrated because I started feeling more and more drunk. It was weird. I tried to focus really hard, but everything felt woozy and my head was moving from side to side even though it wasn't. There was no sleeping for me that night. I stayed up all night talking to one of the Heathers. I don't remember most of what we talked about, but I feel like it was sad. When it started getting light out, we went outside, climbed up some ladder that led to the roof and took pictures of the sunrise. Super pretty.

We went back inside and someone had woken up. I went to sleep for a few hours and felt fine on the drive home. It's like 3 blocks away. When I got home and started picking out my clothes for the day, I started feeling sick. Flopped on my bed and uuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggh what an awful feeling. How do college students do it?

I was supposed to go to Little Tokyo with Devon but I couldn't. I felt like throwing up every time I hauled myself up and walked 3 feet. It sucked. I passed out until 5. Oh yeah, sorry for the wall of text. Here are some pictures.

 Heather!

Drahnk Birthday Girl.

Heather. :3

Ugh. My makeup was all messed up. I think I was crying, lol.

He's adorable!

Birthday girl decided she was ballsy enough to do some karaoke. 

I have videos! But I've not edited them together yet. :P Maybe I'll post them on the facebooks.

This coming Thursday I'm going to Fry's with dnd guy to pick up some extra necessities for the computer that is now his! While there, I might look at some graphics cards. I'm excited. If I find something nice... omfg.