I'm so happy! This is my dream set up ^_^
In the middle of that I made dinner and once again impressed the shit out of my taste buds. I also finished another commission that I'm butthurt over not being able to keep for myself.
I wish I could cook for more people. It doesn't look like much but I assure you it's delicious. Rot ate the last of it :( lol
Oh oh oh oh lookit! The commission I did is a Hylian sword from The Legend of Zelda games. It came out so badass. The little details sucked to do, but it came out really great.
Those red symbols. UGH. The whole time I was making this I was watching The Angry Beavers on Netflix. Since yanno.. I'm just so damn dangerous like that.
Damniiiiiit. lol =\
Tomorrow... I'm not really expecting much but I'm hoping that I can go over to DnD's and finish my character. Then maybe head to Little T. That'd be stellar... I could go for some ramen and boba. Also it's always fun to introduce someone who's never seen Little Tokyo before to the places there. It's such a neat place. I mean.. it's just all shops but it's full of cute nerdy shit and sanrio EVERYWHERE. And Japanese food. So.
Thursday after work I have a photoshoot. It's in a cemetery. No laughing. It's not just a whatever thing. It's for also for a video and to help promote artists in the goth community. AND what I'll be modeling is SO CUTE. I felt like I wasn't Goth enough initially. I don't think I'm really all that Gothy period. The designer asked me if I had any colorful corsets, all like.. casual and stuff. And I thought "dayum... I suck. I SHOULD have at least one. Worst Goth ever" but I told her that 95% of my wardrobe is black. And felt bad. IF THAT'S NOT IRONIC.. then idk. I thought about that and then smiled because I felt like an idiot.
UGH I DON'T HAVE FANCY CORSETS, I'M NOT GOTH ENOUGH. I ONLY HAVE BLACK CLOTHES.
I'm sober right now. In fact I'm eating, and watching Anime. Laying on my tummy in bed. Writing. Checking my bank account and Etsy. Someone messaged me on FB who I guess.. knew of me. I have no clue who this person is. He messaged me and said
"weren't you from harrisburg a few years back?"
I said "yep"
He goes "thought so :P"
That's the whole conversation.
So going on that, he sends me a friend request. And I'm sitting here thinking... is this the foundation that people go on to form relationships with total strangers? Am I the only one that thinks that is... VACUOUS? Is it just me? I don't know why I see Facebook as more personal than my blog, because this is where many of my emotions are manifested in a safe, neutral form that others can find entertainment in. But like... you can see EVERYTHING someone does on Facebook. To me that comes off as incredibly invasive, even with the mild privacy settings they offer. No thank you. It also gives people a false sense of association, and who wants to be that?! Unless you're a brainless idiot.
ANYWHO, That's my facebook rant. And now I'm going to take a nap. Getting a smog check for some reason made me tired. Or maybe it's the crash from the coffee I had earlier. I could eat some grapes. mmmm grapes.
Best quote ever, btw.
Rot and I were talking about different races and their aesthetics...
"British people aren't the most attractive but at least their crotches don't look like a bomb went off."
Ladies and Gentlemen, the nastiest most accurate description of everything ever by the ever so tactful, Mr Rotten Rotny. Good night.
that's so odd that said person just...randomly asked you.. and thought that was enough to be added as a friend? I would have said, and do I know you at all no. Don't add me. I feel like my facebook is either a compromise of directors and people I've worked with on shows, gigs, personal people trying to hire for potential work in the future, or people I have actually meet and remembered. I dont usually add people I don't know. It just does not make sense. And I feel the same way you do about facebook believe it or not. I really hate how if I comment on something, all of a sudden the whole facebook world sees that and intrudes. Ive tried to find ways to change that sort of stuff on it but I can't find any way to change it. Its creepy, or if I "like" something everyone can see it on their feed. Its like someone watching over your shoulder which is......creepy. Plus its overwhelming and distracting as all get out and makes me feel like I have a bad case of ADD everytime i get on....O__O
ReplyDeleteThat said, Ive been actually thinking about going back more to my lj for more personal postings, so that way my FRIENDS see it ;-)So you might see me on here in the future. Hope you are well, hope the creepos leave you alone. Also on that note sorry for that picture I posted of us and all the people talking all up on it. I felt really bad about that :-( I hope you are not mad.
Miss you tons <3